Today is not easy. I feel like a crybaby, even though I haven't cried once. These hormones are driving me nuts. I go through these really weird mood swings, mostly when I'm alone. It makes me scared to be alone, on my own, by myself for even five minutes. It gives me time to think about everything, and I don't like reflecting on things. For instance, I am so ready to be a mom, but I am so scared at the same time. It brings up worries in me I never thought I would have. What's going to happen with me? I know that no one knows the answer to this question except God, and that I just have to have a little bit of faith, but it's hard sometimes.
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